Hey everyone. For those who don't know, tomorow's my 18th birthday, July 7th. How ironic and miserable it is to have the love of ur life perish only 3 days before one of the best days of u're life. I don't think I'll be celebrating anything THIS year. It just wouldn't seem right to me. Kittymoon always attended all of my birthday celebrations, we'll this will be the very first one without her heart warming smile and laughable jokes. As a catholic, I know God has a time and palce for everything and that I was taught that HE know's best. I' fine with that, but this particular twist in my life is like a being spit on the face. No birthday of mine will be the same and my life is completely ruined thanks to HIM! Well fuck God and fuck life! All I want is my bff back because she was the only one important to me in my whole world and she was taken so ruthlessly. Well, if this is God's idea of a joke, I throw a tomatoe at him and boo him off stage because he's a prick! Sorry, everyone who has read this. I have no one to vent to so my source is the journals on dAmn. Thanks again and I hope everyone had a better 4th of July then I did.